Sine Wave

Organic-looking tiles, automatic butterflies
The sun still stays the same
It's no longer a person, it's a sine wave

Before you live you die
Or waters reach the sky
A carburetor heart is all it takes
You're no longer a person, you're a sine wave

The mechanics of the stars
Half a million hours
Death-consuming tars fill its veins...
A sine wave

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Cold

I'm there too, man
The battle somewhat is not to be less nosy or childish or self-centered
But to be less bipolar
Or to just be
Not that I am more now or you're any less
It gets too vacant for too long sometimes
The place where old friends sit
I know where you are, but...
Where are you?

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The Afterlife of Relationships: A Theory (Part-I)

We, as humans, may not have a guaranteed afterlife, but relationships do - once they are outdated, they live in a much better form within us.

In last few years of my life, I've taken decisions rather impulsively and logically than heartily. Because waiting for my inner self to come up with ideas hadn't been delivering much, I took a quick glance at what I lacked and leaped forward. It has indeed paid off.

While anxiety comes and goes - it can be related to work or career in general or about not being able to achieve a certain goal you have set for yourself - changes in self stay for longer. The funny part is that this happens to everyone. So new friendships or conflicts may just be because of those changes at both ends. Because inside, whether people notice or not, whether they admit or not, everyone is harmless and friendly, longing for togetherness.

Phases of life and changes

A person, let's say, meets another person who is at the time dealing with an unwanted state of being. The former, let's call this person X, may happen to provide an unexplainable or unquantifiable comfort to the latter, let's call this person Y. Their relationship may thrive but not necessarily because of what they may each have to offer to each other in absence of extraordinary situations but simply because of the exchange of ideas during that very situation.

Perhaps this is why relationships live like human beings, maybe even like dogs.

Sadness is a state of mind, I reckon. Just like happiness. On days when you don't want to get out of bed at all, reading good things about a good person may just rescue you.

Like time and space keep progressing, X and Y may never reevaluate their situations and how they're both sealing with them, but within us live our relationships. We, as humans, may not have a guaranteed afterlife, but relationships surely do - once they are outdated, they live in a much better way within us than without.

We are all Xs and Ys, loving each other as per our own needs and desires, trusting each other for the situations yet to come and breaking each other like atoms, exploding and imploding, throwing god knows what back into the universe.

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Kyä Shôr Sä

आँख खुलने की देर है 
जकड़ लेती है सोच को हैवानियत सी सरचढ़ी  
फुसफुसा कर फ़ौज सी कुछ खेल सा है खेलती 
बीती बातों का भूत सा या है आलौकिक कल्पना 
सन्नाटे में दहकती  चीखती परजीवी आग  सी 

बीता नहीं मर चुका  बचपन तबियत पूछ जाता है 
ह्रदय रूपी जानवर सा कुछ क्षण का सुख पाता है 
रूह की ये बेरुखी सी लगती है जाने क्या टटोलने 
धूप में तपती सड़क सा मन फिर शांत हो जाता है 
आँख मूंदने की देर है 

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The Lockout and Back Again

Inside, my mind, there's a city of homes locked out

Look out, watch the way, things are never the same

Don't turn away when I find you strolling outside

Don't run away when we meet again, at the insight

Dim light burns me, sunshine is gone with altitude

Gratitude is missing, and we're pissing at ourselves

Good to tell you're fine when you're far from being alright

Speak to me, again, in my head when I am broken inside

Are you going to turn me into an angel?

Are you ready, or just waiting for my turn?

Tell me why you can't be a ghost again

Blissful is my life, without the fear of failing with you

This rule has been through my bones, and you too

Don't burn away when that's all we have now

Anyhow, you'll be okay if you're fine right now

Dim light stimulates me when you're gone to memories

Altitude was wanted, and now we pay for it

Good to tell you're okay when everyone's blind

Speak to me never again; I am lost in my life

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