What's that?!

It surely is something like a big flush of freezing vodka throughout the head, all the well displayed and way too hidden chambers of feelings, emotions and memories. You're high- 24 x 7. Did you plan it? Did you work it out? Did you not? Have you earned it by putting efforts into it? Or simply not? Do you even ask yourself anything in those seconds, in that complete mini lifetime of yours that you just figured out to be with you? It makes you do things you cannot imagine when you're not high. It makes you feel like a nobody with simply everything stuffed in pockets, to only begin with.

Haven't you felt it? No matter what you had been doing to avoid 'getting drunk', one morning you just are drunk- completely unaware of what happened in hours, weeks, months, years or maybe just overnight- and all the sweet, sad, emotionally high and wrecked songs apply to you. What do you do then? Do you try to outrun that speed such a whirlwind delivers? Or you just close your eyes and let your arms feel whatever they want? What would it be called then- giving in or letting go?

You know nothing. You don't need to. All you wish is that the high feeling simply never ends. Who are you? What have you become if you have changed at all? Who were you? You barely know or remember. What do you do? Nothing. Everything. To just keep feeling it over and yet over again.

People talk about drinking all the time. You laugh at them. All of a sudden you find yourself writing your own rhymes and rhythms and they all form beautiful lines of That Same Old Song. Are you original then? Yes you are, because no matter how many people have analyzed being drunk before, all you know is how you have it. You go crazy. You admit things. You get to know, see and feel the things you had never imagined before. Is it good? Or self destructive in a way? Do you care? Do you care at all when colors simply change? Were you color blind before? You ask yourself. What do you wish right now? Anything else than 'that' simply lasts for a lifetime- if not the full then at least the mini one.

Who are you? What's that? Do you really care?
All you know is what you cherish. All you are is a never overflowing pot of happiness right now. What do you want to understand then? Anything? Anything at all?

Well, that is what that is. You are who you are. Life is what life is. Ready? Just go out and motor your that feeling around. Everybody, knowingly or unknowingly, does just the same. Never felt it before?
Feel it. ;)