Moods vs. Seasons vs. Moody seasons!
Worst is anger inside and burning sun outside. You pass all the people in a bus to get to the front door of it but the engine too, is too burning that you can feel it radiating heat through you. Your forehead already is tough and you feel the urge of rushing through things with a blow even more. A beautiful combination that I went through today was tasting just a bit of stress because of someone known (just a bit though, of course) wasn’t feeling perfectly balanced in head from a couple of days.
“Hey.. Don’t mind me asking but are you stressed about something from a couple of days? Please don’t relate my asking with anything you can guess this is about. And you don’t have to tell; if there is something, just say yes..”
“Hmm.. There is something.. :)”
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All of a sudden as you cross a long straight road sitting in a bus again, and you realize that its overcast outside already!
And what to say about the 5PM sun when you are traveling alone and so is a friend of yours, and all you do is send text messages to each other and say hi to the sun; through the sun.
Or when you need to talk or hear yourself, a self you’re sick of, a self that doesn’t speak at all ever and the night becomes even more silent; trying to help you in a way maybe.
A season is a season. Inside or out. With a warning or without. All you need to do is just try not to mess everything up because of too much of changes at once. Because the worst thing about reality, I guess, is that it just likes steadiness.
What’s your season right now? Sunny, overcast or rainy??! ;)
