Friday, April 17, 2009

Moods vs. Seasons vs. Moody seasons!

Worst is anger inside and burning sun outside. You pass all the people in a bus to get to the front door of it but the engine too, is too burning that you can feel it radiating heat through you. Your forehead already is tough and you feel the urge of rushing through things with a blow even more. A beautiful combination that I went through today was tasting just a bit of stress because of someone known (just a bit though, of course) wasn’t feeling perfectly balanced in head from a couple of days.

“Hey.. Don’t mind me asking but are you stressed about something from a couple of days? Please don’t relate my asking with anything you can guess this is about. And you don’t have to tell; if there is something, just say yes..”

“Hmm.. There is something.. :)”
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All of a sudden as you cross a long straight road sitting in a bus again, and you realize that its overcast outside already!

And what to say about the 5PM sun when you are traveling alone and so is a friend of yours, and all you do is send text messages to each other and say hi to the sun; through the sun.

Or when you need to talk or hear yourself, a self you’re sick of, a self that doesn’t speak at all ever and the night becomes even more silent; trying to help you in a way maybe.

A season is a season. Inside or out. With a warning or without. All you need to do is just try not to mess everything up because of too much of changes at once. Because the worst thing about reality, I guess, is that it just likes steadiness.

What’s your season right now? Sunny, overcast or rainy??! ;)

5 comments:

sunny April 23, 2009 at 10:29 PM  

hoorah!
just testin if comments work! ;)

Ranjan April 27, 2009 at 12:08 PM  

finally it's working and I CAN post..
Well.. it's a mix of earthy warmth and sweltering heat... too much of sun these days..
Steadiness is a good thing, in any aspect of life.. even in something that is instinctive... it gives a sense of balance to all things... it's like 'act-fast-but-think-slow' kinda thing!

sunny April 28, 2009 at 10:28 AM  

yeah n finally i dont need to think "Where the hell are the comments?!" anymore.. so cheers! ;)
okay, that is the season outside?! does that imply (as you haven't mentioned yet) your inner season is full of heat too these days?! :P
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just messin!
yeah! that is totally right, but sometimes doesnt the "think slow" thing irritate you?! sometimes all you wish is a fast clock, in which you dont get any time to think, as if you get your time, you get messed! you dont need to think! just go on and go through it! yes! steadiness is what is real! and what is expected from us in reality.. reality is more real than fantasy but fantasy again, is more magical than reality! ;)
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keep reading!
keep commenting!
cheers!

Ranjan April 28, 2009 at 1:56 PM  

it does.. most of the times.. coz I am impulsive at certain points in time and it's during those times tat I sense I feel free.. and freedom even if it's in a stupid thing like laughing out loud in a library is a good thing I feel.. but the way our minds are wired it's difficult to throw reasoning out of the window.. tat's why I greatly value the impulsive good things a lot.. things tat doesn't do any harm.. at least to others.. like jumping off! or saying how beautiful someone's handwriting is.. or just plainly speaking, things that u feel u want to say or do.. :)
It is at such times tat reality and fantasy come alive... and it's bloody good combo!!!

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