Talk about what?!

It's just one of those times of the last seconds of your silly conversations, when you say "You know what, I want to talk to you..", actually start a long ongoing story of dragging and delaying and not actually having any more of those pre declared talks. Someone from your friends or family says, "Okay!", promising the next time. But when the next time comes you just forget or avoid or just feel that the ultimate talk oriented matter has slipped off now so you just delay it forward further.

"I want to ****ing talk" "I so want to talk" "There's so much to talk about still"

But when?! A time comes when there's simply everything to talk about way more than due in a line of pending talks. So, let's get ready, it's time to talk- now what? Where the hell to start from? Talking becomes so much of a mission. It becomes something that was delayed for a day, then ignored for a week, avoided for a month, dragged for a year. As more time slips out, more things stack up above one another and there you go, it develops into something really really messed up.

Day 2
"So what was it that you wanted to talk about?"
"Oh.. Don't remember it right now.. Later.."
"You do remember what it was about? Don't you?"
"Aaaaa.. Let me just think.. Na.. I don't"

Day 3
"What else?"
"Arey you wanted to talk about something that day.. And the other day too.."
"Yea.. I know.."
"So..?"
"It's not that simple now.. I'm gonna think about it and really tell you soon.."
"Okay"

Day 4
"You know I said I had something to talk about.."
"Hmm.. Yea.. So?"
"I don't know.. Still haven't figured it out.. It's like I've messed it up with so many things that now it really seems like a mission"
"Nevermind... Ice cream?!"
"Okay"

Day 5
"So how's the progress with The Talk?"
"I'm so sorry it's too too too dragged I guess.. So I'm gonna say it anyway no matter how it goes"
"...!!"
"Just give me.. like.. 10 seconds to assimilate things up.."
"Sure"
"Recently.. I've been through some real...."
"[Honk!] [Honk!] Don't get killed.. Fools!!"
"Sorry!"
"Stupid!"
"[Ring!] [Ring!]"
"Hello"
"Vuzz Vuzz Fizz Fazz.. Time.. Late.. Where.."
"I know.. I'm in metro already.."
"I know it's late.. Let's get going"
"No.. It's okay, I have 15 mins easily.. Carry on"
"[Ring!] [Ring!]"
"..!! !! !!.."
"Hello"
"Freess Creess.. Where.. Who.. When.."
"With a friend.."
"Who?!"
"Rex!"
".......... a time waste programme!"
"[Looks down]"
"[Looks away]"
"Let's cross.. there's the metro station.."
"[Honk] [Honk] [Honk]"
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Life's already made up of so many pending things. It only gets harder when you let one more thing pile up in the pending list. What if there's just a 30 second rebate to make it or cut it out? What would you start from then? Which talk will get the very first attention? How will the twisting tongue be managed then? Something will be risked for sure in such a case. But what would be the things that absolutely can't be risked but only talked out?

Ask yourself. I am asking too. It doesn't have to be a perfect time. Phones don't have to be switched off. We're preparing for what? Life itself is something really unprepared no matter what you plan or have visions about.

What if the final seconds start now?

The Day
"Hi!"
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"Hi.."
"Wow.. You know we should talk about this and basically everything again.. and again.."
"Sure :-)"
":-)"
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